A Case of the Major Grouchies

I was not a very nice person to be around this morning. I was having a major pity- party and I was going to make sure everyone knew I was not happy.
My attempts to solve my tumor /cancer problem on my own was not working out and I was furious because I didn't want to think about the alternative, traditional chemotherapy.
Dr. Oken and his nurse were very patient with me and managed to get me to calm down. My blood pressure was 165/ 120 going into the meeting. Majorly stressed out. I think it finally went down after the 2-1/2 hour meeting as I didn't feel the need to rip somebodies head off their shoulders. They were really good. I just hope they are being truthful about the chem- that it isn't as bad as it use to be.